The most crucial component I have come to expect from
the virtue of patience is understanding. This understanding is not simply
grasping a situation or knowing the application of facts; it is the compassionate
side of being human, the ability achieve perspectives alien to one’s own. This
principle contributes to the whole of the virtue by making interactions a
learning process, where you continuously learn new things about those you
interact with. Understanding forces you to become uncomfortable and give your
undivided attention to a person or incident you would normally avoid or lack
interest. Understanding was one thing I learned early, but its significance to
patience came much later.
I was
raised in a household where problems and people were to be viewed from multiple
angles to fully comprehend the magnitude each presented and the best way to fix
the problem or interact with a person. Basically, the more you know, the better
the relationship between you and these things will be. And why it may sound
strange to mention on paper, I find it to be a practice many employ. I like to
think of it as being considerate to our fellows by approaching interaction in a
way that is neither offensive nor faux. It provides a middle ground both
parties are comfortable in and allows for mutual support and cooperation. Being
raised this way has helped me understand the different dilemmas many of us go
through, and while my understanding may be skewed due to lack of experience, it
does allow me to offer sympathy and support.
As I mentioned
earlier, while this form of understanding has been present with me from my
instruction at an early age, but its relevance to patience is somewhat recent.
In High School, a very good friend of mine was in a terrible car accident; a
four car pile-up at 60mph and she was the only survivor. This gave her an
extreme sense of survivor’s guilt. The normally excited and jovial person
ceased to exist as she pondered the question of why she was still here.
Eventually it got bad enough for her parents to ask a group who knew her best
to have a type of intervention with her. So one evening we met her at her home
and listened, not discussing the event, just listening to her. It was by no
means a short process, in fact it was nearly six hours before we called it an
evening. She discussed the overlying symptoms of her guilt as we had already
heard, but then went deeper into what exactly bothered her so much about it.
Upon
finishing her testimonial, it struck me that none of us had moved from our
seats, no one had spoken but her, and not one of us had lost interest. It was here
that the principle of understanding in relation to patience became most clear.
Patience without understanding is just waiting. That is the difference. Giving
her our attention and seeing the incident through her perspective gave us the
drive to stay patient with her and hear her out to the end. It was more than
just the sympathy she had already received already, it was a sense that she was
being understood and that even the densest of us could at least come to grasp
the merest of what she was going through.
This
is perhaps the most touching of experience I have with patience. And whenever I
have the opportunity to practice the virtue, I focus on this principle most. I don’t
just want to wait, and display my impatience in an ignorant manner. I would
much more prefer to be patient and understand the situations and people around
me, and turn a waste of time into an influential experience.
The power of listening cannot be overstated! This is such an important message, and one I fear is not adequately shared and listened to in academia!
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